Refreshed

Well, I definitely feel refreshed, brand new, and happy thus far with myself. Being able to let things go has probably been the biggest lessons I have learned. I know I'm very stubborn but I have reasons to be stubborn. I'm just glad that I'm taking this whole issue im dealing with a lot better than the previous years..It will be almost four years counting of my freedom and I can't thank God, family, and friends for helping me throughout the whole ordeal...I know i've been hard on myself but I really need to get back to the basics..get back to me! My 5K run will be next Sunday and to be honest....I can't wait!!

Hopes

I've always wanted to blog, or at least keep writing in my diary religiously, but there's always things that pop up in life that makes me forget or just plain don't want to. I have a diary but can't seem to write daily. My whole purpose in writing or even blogging is to let some of my steam out before I get out of control. Living in the east coast with hardly any friends is difficult for me. Especially, when I just can't go to a friend's house to hang around or be around someone I can just be myself. For me, I hold back in emotions and thoughts just because I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings or be rude in any form. I know how it feels like to be discriminated, ignored, unloved, abused, and just about everything that I do not want to do it unto others. I'm not even sure if people will read my blogs but honestly this is for me(as it should be). Looking through people's post and status on facebook or instagram, it just makes me feel that people lost touch of what really is important in life or what is really going on out there. Life is too short to be wasted on negative thoughts and feelings or even consume all your mind and soul on the luxuries and the frills of life. It's always on to the next big thing when it should be on to the next thing I need to do to be HAPPY.